I may be starting to really like The Boss (The Lawyer must have dropped of the face of the earth) . I find myself thinking about him a lot. I want to see him a lot. I think about him a lot (wait, did I already say that). And when my phone rings I always hope it’s him.
Oh shit. How did this happen? From the mental perspective, I totally get it. But from the emotional perspective I’m all messed up. Usually I am the one who can keep cool. Who doesn’t get too worked up. My BFF has even called me mean because of how distant I can be. But here I am getting all mushy over some man that I have only been seeing for a few weeks.
Last night I noticed this irrational behavior, and decided to put a stop to it.
He had called, I was unavailable so I called back and he didn’t answer. I noticed myself checking the phone a few times in an hour and a half to see if I had any text messages or anything.
WTF... I need to pull myself together.
So when he calls (shortly after), I don’t answer and I don’t call back.
I really want to see him but instead go to bed reading “Why Men Love Bitches” .
Am I doing what I need to do to keep him interested?
Or am I just plain scared?
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Oh no! No no no!
Don't play games. Not even with yourself. If you like him and you want to talk to him, talk to him. If he likes you and he wants to talk to you, he should talk to you.
Do you want an honest foundation for a lasting relationship or don't you? Now is not the time to be messing with each other's heads. (is there really a time?)
And take that book and throw it in the garbage. A man who loves bitches isn't worthy of you.
Playing games might keep a certain type of man 'interested' but not the type of man that can make you happy.
Keep it real.
xoxo
Don't be afraid of being vulnerable...it is only being truthful with yourself
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